I keep thinking that maybe it isn't worth it...I can go to the show in September. But it will be the exact same situation, except I'm going to be working full-time so it will be harder and alot less convenient. I'm just going to take it as it goes, I guess. If I can't go this month, oh well...atleast I'll get home sooner so I can see my babies. But it will be so dissapointing.