Thanks guys. I hope no one thinks I'm being a whiney baby about this. Its just that they were with me for so long. I mean it was just way too long. I know I was stupid in not actively finding them a home sooner. I was just holding onto the dream that a PTer would want them so I wouldn't feel like they were totally out of my life.

I'm still taking it pretty rough. Along with a few other things that happened this weekend, it has been very very very very very hard.

I did email the new owners today. I wanted to give them a couple days before I checked on them. She only wrote me back with a couple sentences so I was really disappointed about that. But she said they're doing okay. She said Chance already acts like he rules the apartment but Lucky is still too afraid to come out of the room where he's hiding under the bed My heart is just breaking for Lucky. I know its totally normal, but he's never been timid like that. He is such an easy-going cat who loves everyone and nothing seemed to ever phase him. My heart is so heavy because I feel like I did this to him and I can't even be there to help him. I am going to email them back and ask that if he doesn't come out by tomorrow night, that they allow me to come over so I can coax him out and see if I can get him eating and playing like his normal self.

Thanks again everyone for all your support.