I'm not going say anything else after this.

This is to everyone: I hate my past with my pets and I hate it more then anything. I want to change for my daughters so that is why it is going to stop now. I do not want to go back to my old ways ever!

It breaks my heart so much everytime I think about it. And I cry about it alot, they are always on my mind. Of course people don't understand that since they are not here with me.

I'm not very good with words either so I can't really say what is on my mind now. I wish that I could use words better.

I just want to get support for me to change is all.

Thanks for reading.