I'm so sorry that your first post on Pet Talk is such a sad one Your Bullet was a very special kitty and so aptly named What a wonderful friend you had in her. And while your Mom may not have been able or willing to provide the care Bullet needed, it sounds like Bullet was very loved by you. It breaks my heart, knowing you were unable to say goodbye I wish you Mom would have given you the chance to hold her once last time. But hold onto the thought that Bullet left this earth knowing that she was so very loved by you, her devoted guardian. Play and run like the wind there at the Rainbow Bridge, dear Bullet! You're healthy and whole again and one day, you and your Mom will be together once more HUGS to you YHWH. My deepest sympathies on your great loss. Love, Sandra