Oh Carole, I am SO sorry. I am sure her meowmie is going through such a terrible time right now. I know the feeling of guilt, and it is so hard to overcome. I never did.
Please let her know that we all love her, even though never knowing her, and that we care about her and the family, and will keep praying for her wellbeing, and peace of mind.*HUGS*

RIP Juliette , Have a great time at the RB. You feel no pain, and never will again sweet girl