~UPDATE!~

I just wanted to let you all know, that even after this huge incident, my friend and I are friends again. We are still trying to build up our relationship to what it was before, and we both know that its going to take a LONG time, but we overcame the worst with amazing outcomes...and in a short amount of time. She does seem happier every day, and I think shes glad that I got her help. We had the BEST time at lunch today, we were laughing and talking and overall, having a very good time!

I also found out that I am very bad with social interaction, this is why it was a huge thing for me. What I found out is that I have a "phobia" of being in crowds, such as clics of 5 or 10 people. I am very quiet in a group and that is why I don't make friends very easily. I am a very nice, kind & funny person one on one or with 2 or 3 people. But once the numbers start adding up, I get scared and I shy away. I am trying to fix this by getting myself used to other people(kinda like a dog being socialized). Thats why it took SO much for me to get used to it...I cried myself to sleep at nights after and since then have been writing things on my arm at night on how I felt, some being quite serious that Mrs.Larose told me I should get help with...unless everything takes a turn(which it did) and I'm happy now! I couldn't thank God enough...all I could do was pray!

Just thought I would let you all know how both of us are doing