Laura, my heart breaks for you. I know it was so hard for you to turn the boys over but you have to remember what wonders you did for them. Without you they would have been out in the cold searching for food and would never know the kindness and love that people can give them. What you did is the most loving and selfless thing anyone can do. I truly understand how hard that was to do. When I handed over those two feral youngsters I cried for days. I had worked so hard to get them to trust me and then to turn them over to someone else was one of the hardest things I have ever done. Even though I trusted this woman with all my heart I felt like I abandoned them.
If it's any consolation my two have gone on to live wonderful pampered lives and I now feel good about what I did. I know you will always love those two. They do take a special place in your heart.
Just remember that what you did was above and beyond what a lot of people are willing to do. Not only did you do it but you did it with love and nothing can be better than that.

Just think, you made room for some more when you get back from work! I can't believe it's almost time for you to go again!!! I hate that!
Can you imagine how many kitties you are going to have once you retire????
{{{HUGS}}} to you Laura for a job well done! {{{HUGS}}} to Chester for being such a wonderful big brother.