Thoughts and prayers for you..

Randi, I dont know you but have lost someone that near and dear as well. Nothing anyone can say right now will help very much, the only thing that will is time, and lot's of it surround yourself with friends and family and talk, and keep on talking share your feelings you will find you're not alone. Take their strength that's what they are there for.

When you get used (for lack of a better word) to the initial shock, and see the way things will change for you, you will adjust, we are much stronger than we ever give ourselves credit for.

In time you will begin to be able to see things clearer and in even more time you will be able to hold your memories near and dear, and no one can ever take those from you.

Everything will work out, one way or another you will see.

Time will help. Give it some.