I am at a loss for words. I just feel that there is nothing I can say that would ever ease the pain, but I wish there were. I was shocked and devastated when I heard about John's passing. I've been going through all the stages of grief and I still can't comprehend it. I am sure you are feeling a billion times worse Randi and I wish I could take away your pain. No one should have to go through that. I've shed many tears and sent many prayers your way. I hope that you know I'd do anything in my power to help you. I am so so sorry