Randi, I have been praying ever so hard for you. I know that if I were in your shoes, I would not be able to go on. But then I know that so many people would tell me that I can and WILL be able to go on. So right now, I will be one of those many people who will tell you you can do it. You can continue to go on no matter how hard things seem to be right now. I can only imagine your grief but Fister needs you, P'Jeves needs you, WE need you, the rest of your family needs you. The road ahead is long and hard but we are all here for you. I am SO sorry that this had to happen, but feel John's love, he is right there with you is spirit and he doesn't want you to stop living. I wish I could do more, but know that I too am with you in spirit.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}