Don't get me wrong I love her very much. However, due to several issues it is better for her to live somewhere better. She is soo much more a "Farm dog". I live in the city. She isn't getting to live up to her full capacity if she stays with me.
Right now, to keep her is just selfish on my part. She was to go to my brother but he didn't come get her. He has a place in Arizona with plenty of hiking. I broke my ankle last year walking my dogs. Had surgery and unable to walk the dogs very well. She has more energy and healthier than my other 3 dogs.
My neighbor issue started after getting Benji because my neighbor is scared of "Big" dogs. He started getting nuisance orders on me. I built a privacy fence between us. His dogs bark constantly and bit me.
Benji is now scared to go outside since this started. This isn't good for her and I never know what my neighbor will do next. Already have BB gun holes in my windows. The neighbor leaves the other dogs alone but for her. He likes Dirtnap now even though he complained about him and try to make me get rid of him. Didn't work!
I feel that Benji would have a better home if she could run freely and act as a Border Collie. I don't think I can provide that. I've tried. I want her to be all she can be. I have 3 other adopted/rescued dogs that have lived up to their potential and very happy. I can see in Benji's eyes she needs more.