Originally posted by aly

... I am having major problems getting it out of my head.
I keep getting these flashes and having anxiety attacks.
Aly ~

Try calling the Local Hospital that handles a large number of
Emergency cases and has a "Trauma Emergency Room".

Those hospitals usually have a "CISD Team"
(Critical Incident Stress Debriefing Team) or a
"CISM Team" (Critical Incident Stress Management Team) -
A group of specialist who assist fellow "Emergency Workers"
{ER Staff, Firefighters, Police, Ambulance Crews) when those
folks have a difficult time dealing with a situation they have encountered.

Best way to reach one of the Teams is to call the Hospital's ER -
and talk to one of the RN's on duty.
They usually have a Call List to refer to - and will have one of
the Team members call you back.

Here's a couple links you might find helpful >>>

Stress Reactions to Traumatic Events Brochure

Texas CISM Network

Hope this helps a bit.

/s/ Phred
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