Jen you are a lot stronger than I am, that's for sure. After having Joseph for 7 months and Sam a little over 5 months, I can truly understand how you must feel.

(((((HUGS))))) (((((HUGS))))) (((((HUGS))))) (((((HUGS)))))

Congratulations though on the adoption and please take some comfort knowing they are going to a loving, caring home.