Just because your car has been totalled by the insurance company doesn't mean you can't still use it, I don't think. You will have a salvage title, but if you can get it repaired and you can keep liability insurance on it, why not drive it until you're ready for another one? Or, like others have said, find a used vehicle in the price range you can afford and make the most of it.

Chin up! Things will get better!!!!