I'm so proud of you too, Tina You've given the situation some careful consideration and made a very responsible decision! I think helping out at the shelter will be great "medicine" for you and do wonders to help keep you occupied, focused and you get your puppy fix to boot I'm sure that Jake will find a wonderful home and you'll be a part of making that happen We're rooting for you friend; hang in there and keep up the good work! Love, Sandra