We feel your pain, M. Blame is a a part of the grieving process. There was nothing that you could have done, nor there was nothing that we could have done for Buttons. None of us had any control of the situation. Sometimes it's hard to accept the unknown. But know this, Sox knew you loved her very much and that is something that cannot be taken from her or you.

By the way, where in Ohio are you from? We have just moved to Medina which is about 45 minutes from Cleveland.