When I lost my so special Sambo, I bawled for days... My eyes were almost swollen shut from crying so much and so hard, it was days before I could eat so I KNOW what you are going through. I know, it helps to have people who understand and have been there where you are right now.

It takes time Kim, a lot of time. If you want to cry 24/7, DO IT! Cry until there are no more tears. Sambo has been gone for... Hummm, I reckon 20 years or more and I STILL miss what we had and wish him back.

Kim, all I have to offer you right now is my prayers and I will do that daily while I am gone. May God ease your pain and help you heal.