Sorry for this late reply.. Thanks everyone for the nice words of comfort.

I still miss her a lot.. I think because of the fact that I didn’t take her body home with me, after she was gone, it made everything a lot harder.. But a friend and I had a pseudo burial for Kelly instead. We buried the old veterinary bills, the diet food and other objects which I related to her illness and bad times. I also copied two songs and played them on my soundbox after we buried the objects. Blink 182 – Stay together for the kids.. for no reason other than it was very popular song at the time when I first got Kelly and therefor I always linked it to that time.
And Enya - On My Way Home.. simply because it was very appropriate.

A bit of a silly thing to do perhaps.. The neighbours sure had a concerned look on their face ... But it really helped me to literally bury the bad memories and treasure the good ones.

Perhaps this could also be a good idea for anyone else out there who wasn’t able to say that one last goodbye..

-Varga