Crystal, don't feel bad, we all do that at some time in our lives. I know I have, and I have raised three children and a few others that have come to live with us a long the way. With you stopping smoking too, that just goes along with the frayed nerves! I know!

I quite smoking once upon a time a long time ago, when I got pregnant with my youngest daughter. The bad thing I started again and for the life of me with the way my life is right now, I can't stop now, so if you stop don't ever pick up another one, it is much harder to stop the second time around! Nerves are an awful thing to deal with. And boy do I have them, hon!

Don't feel bad, okay?

Willie