I'm really sorry Robyn, I know how stuff like that can make you feel, luckily for me, my father only lived with my mother and me while I was just a baby, she kicked him out shortly after, she couldn't handle his drinking. To this day, my dad still drinks, and he makes big scenes and so on. I really hope that everything is ok, hopefully it was just a bad day and tomorrow will be better like others have said too. I'm praying for you dear.