Im starting to really feel unhappy living here,In houston texas.I just dont feel at home here,ecpecially at school,I have friends,but none that are close,and i just dont fit in at school,you know what i mean?It seems like when i lived in New Orleans when i was younger,i never fit in there either.But in Canada and Germany i made so many really close friends,and i felt so happy when i was living in those two places.But in the U.S,i dont seem to feel at home,i dont know why.Anywhere i go in the U.S i dont feel really comfortable as i did in Canada and Germany.
I just hope i dont get depression,b/c i felt like i wanted to cry all day,i dont know,i just dont feel happy.But im so happy that i have a wonderful family and pets to come home to and i have them with me.and i talk to my brother everyweek.(he's in college).Even my brother didnt fit in here,its so weird?
but on the good side,we might be moving to Kelowna B.C,next summer,so im really looking forward to that,and me and my mom might go look for houses on Thanksgiving break.and ill be closer to family,and close friends.
sorry but i had to ramble on about this to get it out of my head.