Tonya, I will echo all that has been said so far.

Regardless of our beliefs, what we know for SURE is that we only go down this path ONCE. There is a wonderful book called "Women Who Run With the Wolves." It is all about following your strong intuition and listening to your heart.

Regardless of what you decide, you have many many friends here who will support you and pray for you and wish you the very best in whatever you decide to do.

Where ever you go, you'd better be sure to take a computer so we can follow your successes!