I am soooo sorry to hear about jake please excuse the other post that's in my name, I was going to write a reply but then my mom called and told me to feed my dogs so I did and I was already logged on and my brother wrote a reply without even reading the post! he is so dumb sometimes. I'ts hard on you when you lose a dog and you never really get over it, you just get used to living without them, I never got over losing my Rotti anyway but it's different for all people.