PCB please share this with your cousin.
I am very, very sorry for your loss and I do understand exactly how you feel. Your love for Juicy is evident in your email to your cousin. Our "Furkids" are our children...at least in my eyes. There are not many people who can understand just how you feel about Juicy but here is the perfect place...because we all understand exactly how you feel, we understand how your heart is hurting so badly, we also understand that time heals all hurt.
15 years is a long time to have such a wonderful relation with Juicy. I bet she heard all your thoughts, kissed away any tears you may have shed, was there to greet you every morning and every night.....it is so very hard to loose something that precious.
I would like to share a short story with you.
When I got married 11 years ago I asked my hubsand if I could adopt 2 kittens and he said "sure". I adopted 2 tiger kittens. They were the cutest things. So tiny, little balls of fur that were scared to death to leave their original home. We decided to name the female Tigger and the male Tony.
As they grew, Tony became my "soul kitty". He was definately a mommies boy. He slept on my side every night. If I got up, he got up. He followed me like a shadow.
In late 1999 around Christmas he started to get sick. What I thought was furballs ended up being a heart problem. I lost my baby in 2000...the day after Valentine's day. I will never forgive myself for not acting fast enough with vet care.
Now this may sound really silly, but for several weeks after he passed I always felt like he was still with me. Finally as my heart ached less and less this "feeling" subsided. I still miss my Tony but I know that one day I will be reunited with him over the Rainbow Bridge where he is waiting and looking down on me...and smiling for the friendship, love, and care that I gave to him and he gave to me.
You will be in my prayers that God may lessen your heavy heart each day. --- Meg
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