I'm so very sorry for your loss. Your pain is very understood here and we mourn with you. Your email clearly showed how much your precious Juicy meant to you and it also endeared her to my heart. How wonderful to have had so much love from Juicy for so many years but you must always remember that she had a wonderful life because of the love you returned. I think Juicy was a very lucky girl and she had many years of happiness because of you.
My heart breaks for you and I know the words don't really help but please know that there are people all over the world that truly understand your loss. In time the pain will ease but Juicy will never be forgotten.
May God Bless you and ease your broken heart.