Tierd of life

[MammaMangorin]

My life is not fun to live...
We moved in september last year.. There we live now its allways cold, its rainy allmost everyday (i get sick of to much bad weather), i have no friends here, my moms boyfriend is terrible, im tierd of my mom, my whole life is a big lie.. I have never meet my real dad, my relatives live on islands or to far away from here. The only happy thing i have is the animals and a boyfriend in another part of the world...
If i cant get in on the school i want i have to kill myself so they who walks there alredy cant do it for me.

Im tierd of life
Im tierd of Sweden
Want to go away
Away to another country
A country far away
There they cant find me
Ever....

And i have 2 more years to here, if i survive.. Im 16 about a month. Cant decide of my own life until im 18
I dont trust any one.. Someone tryed to rape me last year Dont like Sweden