Hang in there Meg. I wish I could say that understand what you are feeling, but I can only imagine how much you are hurting right now. I really think you need to talk to someone (besides us) who has been through it. Is there some kind of support group you can seek out?? Maybe there's another forum on the internet for children of divorced parents. Sorry, I'm just blurting out thoughts to try to help you. Just remember one thing.....It's not your fault!! Have you sat down with you Mom and explained your feelings??

Try not to fight with your BF. He can be a good support system for you. Talk to him and let him know that you don't want to fight, it's just this terrible thing you are going through.

You know that we will always be here for you and will not let you go through this alone.

BTW, what kind of hints are you getting???

Hugs to you always.