I would have pressed charges. Actually, to be honest...it's a good thing I wasn't there. I'd probably be sitting in jail right now. I am a peaceful person, but mess with my children, I'll put up a fight. I'm still so sick over it.

I just want to go and hold Ted. I haven't seen him since we gave him to Pat. We're having a really rough time, so we can't bear to see him quite yet. My heart hurts if I even see a picture of him. I kind of feel like it'll be easier to let go if I go see how happy and adjusted he is there. But Mike on the other hand, can't even handle seeing him. Mike would kill me for telling you all, but he's really broken up over us giving Ted away.