Alright, Alright, Geez people! hehe, just kidding!

I zipped up my bag, and looked around my room, ill be back here of course, wont i? Yeah. "Mom, im done.." She looked at me with the soft eyes she sometimes gets.. She looked down and tears filled in her eyes.. "Sweetie, im gonna miss you, i cant let you know where you are going yet, but you wont like it and i know it, so im sorry in advance.." "Mom, where am i going, why wont you tell me? Please!" I was kind of beginning to scream now.. "I know, im sorry, sweetie.." "But, the problem is your not sorry, your not at all! Just tell me this then, am i coming back?" She looked at me and got those soft eyes again and said "No." I nodded and looked to the floor.. "Right.." I ran upstairs and grabbed more things because i knew if i wasnt coming back, i needed the things i loved most in my room.. I walked to the stair case and ran my hand along the smooth, circled edges.. I leaned over the edge and looked down.. "Mom?" I walked down the stairs a little more and mom came into vision.. But she wasn't standing, nor sitting.. She was on the floor, curled in a ball.. "Mom!" I yelled and ran down to her, she was in the kitchen, kinfe in hand.. I was laying on the floor with her now, sobbing, so confused.. I looked around and checked for something wrong.. "Someone call 911!" I screamed as loud as i could, noone else was in the house but us, but i figured i would try..