Meg, I wish I could reach out and hug you right now. I'm sorry that you are going through such a hard time and that you have to deal with this. Please, Please, realize that this has nothing to do with you and that you have done nothing wrong. Your mom sounds like she has some problems to deal with and work out for herself. It is something that she can only do for herself. Never ever say that you are nothing. You can be everything and anything you want to be. Hang in there and be strong. Feel free to rant all you want. We are here for you and if you want you can pm me anytime to talk.

Take care and lots of hugs.....Robin