What a heartbreaking story...!I know it is hard to say goodbye to your sweetheart Morris . But, reading what you wrote about him, makes me believe that Morris would be much happier at the Rainbow Bridge. At the RB, there is no hurting, no pain, and lots of other cats to play with. Tell Morris that my dearest Sydney-boy is waiting to welcome her at the "other" end!
I wish you lots of courage! Take care