I'm not doing too well. I don't handle death well. Adnd I've never had to make this decision and its killing me. I keep going back and forth.

One of my friends who I always confide in when Peka has problems called me and siad it is harder on me than it is on her and that sometimes death is the best thing. i think her words are sort of sinking in and i know what i have to do.

i'm glad i have my foster puppies to come home to. they help me. even thoguh i'm bringing peka's life to an end, the puppies are 2 lives that i helped bring into this world since they were a day old.

skylar is also glued to my side. my own dogs are staying with my parents right now so i can concentrate on peka without stressing my dogs out. they're both too sensitive and they hate it when i'm upset.

slick - your prayer will mean the world to me . i need all the strength and prayers i can get. peka is the strong one . she's such a fighter. i think she will be happy to be at lpeace. i hope