Dear Amy..We'd be honored if you joined us on PT. It's the honest truth when I tell you that my life would have more of a struggle when Cody passed, if it hadn't been for all my PT family. Altho I cried for months, and still do, (it's an irreparable hole in your heart) the caring, compassion, understanding and encouragement to listen to my heart and share my love again, was invaluable. I got emails, calls, cards from PTers from all over the world. I've printed and kept everything. I admit I'm a tinge jealous that you had Shina for so long! I would have given anything to prolong Cody's life. But I say a prayer for him every night and I feel him with me all the time. I'm not as aticulate as other on PT but I wanted you to know, Amy, we are here for you.