So many of you are going through so much. It makes me sad for you to even have to worry about things like this. I definitely understand your confusion, too. I guess if your dad is willing to make an effort, and you can bring yourself to do the same, some kind of relationship with him would be good. It isn't the traditional father/daughter relationship we all would hope for, but at least maybe you could both work on getting to know each other better and have a fresh start.

I'm going to keep you in my prayers. My hope for you is that it will all work out for the best for you.

Logan