My cat, or should I say best friend, of 11 years died Wednesday of cancer. I'm so empty and lost without him. He was my soulmate. When I come home from work, his face isnt at the window. He's no longer everywhere he was in the house. His morning hugs are so missed. His personality is a part of everything and it's so hard. I love him so much. Other people don't seem to understand or maybe they were not fortunate enough to ever have that relationship with an animal. Unconditional love. I don't have a human soulmate to share the loss with. I have other cats, and I do love them, but they are not Jose, and I don't wish them to be. He was more than a cat and better than most humans. I'm so lost without him. I didn't get to say goodbye.