I am sure all of us could feel the love you and Tulip shared and are with you in your grief. It is obvious that you two were a purrfect match and were both better for being in each other's lives. I hope you have or will share your kindness and love for pussycats with another. I am sure that all of our dearly departed and desperately missed kitties would approve us doing that - and it truly does ease the pain in our hearts. When the time is right. Take care.