Awww, Tiki is magnificent and your love for her touched my heart. What a beautiful photo , she was so pretty! I am so very sorry for your loss, you gave her your very best and that mattered SO much, I was owned once by a feral cat, Bernadette and she was fiercly independant as well. We built her a shelter outside as well and one day she never came home... it's so hard to cope with. I always get another cat, there are so many that need homes and a house without a cat is not a home. Please don't think this is advice, I only know what works for me. Tiki will never be replaced and I believe she is resting in peace and what love and kindness you have shown her,bless your heart. Peace and love