I'm so sorry for your pain, which I know is deep - but what a glorious day it was for your beloved Samantha, to be young and frisky and free of pain - forever! Your heart will heal - albeit with scars - and then you can look forward to your reunion at the Bridge. My heartfelt condolences to you; the hole in your heart and in your home is great, but only because you love so deeply. May Samantha's Creator comfort you and lead your heart to peace.