I made the decision yesterday that it was time to let Boo go on to Mama. Several things happened yesterday to help me make that decision. One things was the last 2 days were spend totally on top of the fridge, #2 was she was acting like her good ear has started bothering her and she was scratching at it for hours sometimes. The main thing was when I changed the dressing on her tumor yesterday, I could see it had grown even more overnight and there was a different kind of drainage coming from a spot that wasn't draining before.
I called and made the appointment for this morning and have cried just about ever since. I am at peace with my decision and how she went... it was watching her loosing her quality of life and what she had been reduced to that was breaking my heart.
My beautiful Boo girl, you left here knowing how much you were loved. I just hope Mama saw the wonderful loving gal you had become and you make sure she lets me know you made it back to her. I will always miss you and you will forever have that special place in my heart. Rest in Peace my beautiful baby!
I did have the vet check both her ears today and that tumor had completely closed off the ear canal on that side. Now I know why she was doing that howeling for awhile..
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