Thank you.
I am so sorry to hear about your cousin. Life can be so odd. Some people take their own life while others fight like heck to live.
Others waste their lives on bad choices, bad marriages, drugs, or behavior that is dangerous to them, while others are afraid of everything and everyone and anything new.
Nursing homes are filled with the undead in comas and on life support at 102 hanging on and two year olds die of cancer.
Life is unfair and always a surprise.
So I always say grab life by the balls and run with it.
Tomorrow might not be there for you.