Amberlee, I just saw this thread and I am so sorry that I didn't find it sooner. I wish I could reach out and give you some warm hugs to comfort you right now. Oh, it is so painful to lose our babies - we love them so much.

We just never seem to be able to have them as long as we want and it is gut wrenching to let them go - even when it is the best thing for them.

My heart goes out to you.