I am sorry to hear of your loss. It is never easy. I lost a brother a few years back and I still think of him every day. I can say that as time passes, the pain lessens and one learns to live with the pain. I try to keep one reminder of my brother with me at all times. I have his money clip and a couple of other items that keep me "in touch" with him.

I wish you strength to get through this life changing experience. You are not alone, as many people will be there for you and your family. Live life to it's fullest.

Hugs.

Sas