Hello, I am so sorry for what you and Bella are going through. I am sure you are very worried about her. I just wish that she could get better or at least eat and gain some weight. I have never had a cat with her problem so I cant give you any advice. I just know how much I love my cat and dogs and I know you love your cat and I understand your concern. I thought your poem was sweet and sad. My best wishes for you and Bella. Kay in NC, USA