Hey Pinot, Remus here...

I am so sorry for your loss. I too develop attachments to my toys but meowme seems to think they are trash and throws them away JUST as I start to get attached!

I try to compinsate for this by picking things that make the loudest noises possible as I bat them around the floor

Sending a hug in your time of pain

Your friend
Remus K. Maru