I'm leaving because I can't take it anymore. I'm horribly over stress with 8hr work at the post office (its insane in there!!!!!!!), final exams started last week & end this week, & Drivers ed... I get up at 6am leave for work or exams, have Drivers twice a week at night, I don't get home until 10 or 11pm from monday to friday, I work all weekends, both 8hr shifts. No days off. I have no time to eat throughout the day, only before I go to bed & thats if I don't passout first. Try physically slaving at work & at school, with an empty belly for 2 days, with only a total of 3 maybe 4 hr sleep everynight.

My mouse post came out all wrong. The whole thing was miss understood. The death of the mice was very sad. I hand raised them myself, I was a very proud mouse breeder in learning, I even created Kinks, they sold for $10.00 a mouse!! No one had ever seen nor heard of them before, not even pet stores. Since they were accidently created with my help, I named them Kinks. Their tails were bent in half.

My mouse post was ment to find their deaths sad, but it was how the dog got to them was funny, not their deaths. The cat took off the brick on the lid of the tank & picked up the mice & gave it to the dog (Rotti). & who thought dogs and cats didn't work as a team?

I don't want to be known as someone who takes pleasure in killing animals, because I DON'T!! Do u think it was easy killing hundreds of mice, so I could feed my turtle? No it was hard, it wasn't fun... I had such a hard time killing them. I tried to kill them the most humain way I could. I treated all my mice with respect, I fed them well & gave them many toys, I spoiled them rotten, I wanted to given them a supper happy & fun lives. They had fresh veggies, chicken bones, dog treats, dog & cat foods, a tiny bit of candie, tunnles, lots of wheels to run on, grass, sticks, rocks, left over dinner scraps once a week. All my mice lived a happy life, none were abused, sick, negelicted, starved, lived in a dirty tank, the odd time I messed up with the breeding & accidently imbread.

I feel like I have been labled at pet talk & I will leave ASAP this time insted of trying to prove that it wasn't pleasurable for me. I can't handle this again, I have been deleting all my posts as if I was never here & will continue to do so until they are all gone. Sorry for all the suffering & anger I have caused again.
I will never show my face again.

Jess