Plus the only meds that I have here are vicadin and anaprox.


As for volunteering most places do not let you, I have asked already when faced in a similar situation a few months ago with my stray kitten River. And the vet I go to doesn't even do that, they say it isn't feasable and they don't have the money. I have been with them for years and won't even set up a payment plan for me!

I did actually get a job and would have started on the 25th of November but after I was already hired I couldn't do it because we had no sitter and no money for one. And it would have been part time also. I don't know anybody in this state because I am from California and it is hard to meet people when I can't go anywhere, no car. We were originally going to have Dans grandmother baby sit Dylan while I was at work and Dan would have dropped me off and picked me up but after much consideration Dan didn't want her to. She is 60 something years old and just moved into a house. So she would have been watching Dylan all day, and thenhave to pack at night and then move too. He felt that she shouldn't be in that situation and so I called the workplace and told them I couldn't take the job after all. And that would have been my money for Christmas. We can't even buy a tree now.

As for those medical bills, if I were to take him to court I would have to fly to California and he wouldn't show up anyway. He would also trash the rest of my belongings that are at his house (the only baby photos I have of me are at HIS house, along with my yearbooks and old journals) and I don't want to rick that. I need my baby photos. He's very crazy, trust me. He tried to kill me so I know what I am talking about.

Thanks for everyones concern though but I do not know what to do besides what I have done already. I have kept him warm, in the room where it is quiet and Cheetah could give him company. His foot trembles in pain. I am going to call and see if the feed store has any injectable steroids for him that would be safe for me to use. Wish me luck. I have done all I can do. I just don't have money and that's it. In February when our taxes come we are taking all that money and putting Dylan in a darcare so I can get a part time job. Hopefully then we will be doing better. I have never had such a tougher year than this one. I moved into this apartment the day I came home from the hospital with Dylan, two days after I gave birth and I had to move. Sorry going on about needless thing, I am just stressed and my cat is hurting.