I came to read through the thread today on the sixth month anniversary, but I just can't do it. I have been crying for the last week. I miss Morgan so much. I actually had a dream about him last night and got to hold him. Of course it wasn't that nice of a dream. I was having to take him to the vet for an emergency operation because he was blocked. I'm sure that came from several of the posts I've been reading here about kitties that have been having troubles lately. But it was nice "feeling" him in my arms again, even if it was only in my dream. I miss him as much today as I did then. One day I may find something to help fill the empty place in my heart.