Crystal, it's so difficult to lose our beloved furkids but our heart kitty, well, that's the worst pain of all, isn't it? Be consoled w/the fact that you did your last act of kindness for Scooterbug and he loves you even more for it b/c now he's happy and free. My RB's Puddy, Peeka and Pidgie are there, greeting him and showing him the way to a better life until we all can be reunited again. RIP, dear Scooterbug. Touch in occasionally to let your mom know that you're doing just fine.