Cindy, I know what you're going through because I lost my Starr a few days before your Taz so it's also been a little over 6 months for me also. Time will heal the pain but I know if I think and dwell about Starr or even my Pepper I'll start getting major LES. You and I both did the right thing for our babies even though it hurts so much. Now both of them are pain free and at peace and I know that we'll both see them again some day. Please take care. (((HUGS)))