My heart aches for you. A part of your heart is missing and the pain is unbearable right now. Taking care of yourself and Roxy is so important for now and at some day and time you will find time has helped to heal your heart. The Humane Society in my town actually has a group of people who get together to share their stories of loss of their animals. I hope you can find such a group at your home town and in us. It helps to talk, talk, talk to ease the pain, if only for a few minutes. You will be able to go on again for awhile until the pain gets heavy, and then you go ahead and let it off to us again. Anyone connected with animals in any way will help to share your grief. I found making a memorial, with pictures and other items, helped me a lot. Making tributes in his name, doing something for other dogs that have no one, in his name. In small ways it helps. Nothing can take the pain away, but you can turn your loss into some type of good to help others in Rebel's name. I have been there, I feel your pain. Talk to everyone here and we will help you. You are not alone, we share your grief.